Gazms
I feel like such a slacker for not keeoing the blog updated over the past month. A lot to talk about, so I will do my best to make up for time lost this week- HOLD ON
I do have 1 exciting thing to share: My new updated Gallery! I love it, thanks Beats. Check it out:
I put on the tele this morning and was is complete disarray that there was a cyclone that ripped through Myanmar. 4000 people killed and the numbers may rise to 10k. My heart goes out to those people… wish I could do something to help.
I’m reading Eckhart Tolle’s “The Power of Now”, another addition to my collection of guides to being an enlightened individual {cough cough*}. Last night was a bit rough for me and I opened the book to just the right chapter… the one about pain bodies in the beginning and yadda yadda. I went in to deep thought about all that has been transforming, and not, in my life. The following is what I would like to address to Mr. Tolle:
How do you protect yourself from pain-body coodies from coming back or disguising itself in other form? A woman struggled for almost 15 years with self-destructive (so-to-say) tendencies. She has finally gained control, the urges are diminished, but the mental hurt has come back ten fold. Her tendencies were her outlet, now that that outlet is no longer available, it’s like she is verbally lashing into herself even worse. Is this part of the transformation? Now that she is somewhat normal, are these negative feelings and topsy-turvy moods the hell in which you speak of… or was hell when she was being physically self-destructive?
Pure curiosity…
Now we’ve all had our run in of events in which the thought of a camera came after the fact. After seeing this amazing story, I am definitely going to keep mine handy at ALL times!
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I have had the advantage in my life to befriend people from all walks of life. From geeks to Nazi looking to very high class to FAB-ers (fresh off the boaters) to super ghetto, my love for diversity has always superseded prejudice.
I’m baaaaaack. It wasn’t AS horrible as I thought, but extremely painful. So painful that the thought of smoking cigarettes was…. unthinkable. It is a shame that such a life changing procedure has assisted in me quitting smoking. Yes, it’s wonderful that I have decided to cut that out, but it would have been nice to do it without reason- I’m just that kinda gal I’ve realized. The “trich”-ness has gone away- WOA! I strongly believe the 2 go hand in hand. What a battle… every day, almost 15 year “killing” spree. Don’t want to go in to too much detail, but oh my gosh are things so clear lately. Tears shed when I think of how bad I treated myself. Moving forward —->
I went to see Indu, a beautiful, older Indian, in my world a GOD right now, and ladies hands down threading is the way to go… not down there, unless you’re in to freaky shit like that. The pain was more excruciating than the after surgery pain. Imagine having a tatoo from the inside out. One would think that from the damage I’d done, all the hairs would just fall out, bot nope.. I was-a-CRYING! I can’t wait to go back. wink wink
Just freakin’ remembered something.. well a project.. I began back in July! I was probably distracted by shiny objects, er whatever, but I need to get back to doing it. I began a blog strictly dedicated to music (one of my passions). I only have one or 2 posts on there… HEY I just realized I can dedicate more time to jumping it off now, and properly! Oh shucks…. I have to dig for the passwords and shiat LOL
I had a most amazing birhtday this year (Jan. 31). I got my voice recorder from Beatmassa with Cavemanbeats.. woooooooooo woooooo hooooo! He also created a hot new track [audio:beatmassa_-_alligazm.mp3] I got 2 new beta fish…. unnamed as of right now. I went shopping with my momz and my lil one- got some pretty cool threads…. Partied like a rockstar that night @ the Stoli Hotel presented by Ice Palace followed by an after party @ White oom. Definitely good times!
Alot has been on my mind lately. Read the rest of this article »
Hellooooo world!
It has been a minute or 2. Not too much going on here in the Alligazm world… well that’s a flat out lie! Read the rest of this article »
I am a devoted wedged shoe fan. I think they are hot. Heels are super hot as well, but it dawned on me in a ladies room in a South Beach (GROSS) club, that the wedge has an ultimate purpose: “hover support”….
Genius
Having a bad ‘me’ day? I go through ‘me’ ruts every now and again, as well, and do not enjoy those times. Hopefully these little tips will boost your mood! Read the rest of this article »