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Tomorrow, March 12, is THEEEE day! I am totally not freaking out right now, NOT. Now it is in my nature to be a “what if”-er, but I have never had it hit me as hard as now. What if this is the last time I eat my delicious salads? Polish my nails? Speak to a few friends? This is just the minuscule “what if”s- I am sure you can imagine the major, hard hitting ones running through my head every second, bringing tears to my eyes. Nervous wreck, that’s me! On top of it all, I’m thinking: should I be making a list of what goes to who??? Or a folder with all my passwords and pin #’s? Or should I write a little letter of my life? CRAZY TALK I know I know. But hey, I did my research, and the Doc performing the myomectomy is quite famous.

Yes, I am having a mega huge fibroid (as if I’m 5 mo. prego) removed tomorrow… 7:30 a.m. I know people have gone through worse things, but to me this is a big deal mainly cuz of the amount of blood I’ll lose- no reason to worry, right? AAAAAAAGGGHHHH! First thing on my to do list when I arrive in the a.m. is: DRUGS- I want to laugh and laugh til I go under anesthesia lol

Gotta pack the to-go baggie….

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One of my favorite tunes…

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Just freakin’ remembered something.. well a project.. I began back in July! I was probably distracted by shiny objects, er whatever, but I need to get back to doing it. I began a blog strictly dedicated to music (one of my passions). I only have one or 2 posts on there… HEY I just realized I can dedicate more time to jumping it off now, and properly! Oh shucks…. I have to dig for the passwords and shiat LOL

I had a most amazing birhtday this year (Jan. 31). I got my voice recorder from Beatmassa with Cavemanbeats.. woooooooooo woooooo hooooo! He also created a hot new track [audio:beatmassa_-_alligazm.mp3] I got 2 new beta fish…. unnamed as of right now. I went shopping with my momz and my lil one- got some pretty cool threads…. Partied like a rockstar that night @ the Stoli Hotel presented by Ice Palace followed by an after party @ White oom. Definitely good times!

Alot has been on my mind lately. Read the rest of this entry »

Hellooooo world!
It has been a minute or 2. Not too much going on here in the Alligazm world… well that’s a flat out lie! Read the rest of this entry »

I am a devoted wedged shoe fan. I think they are hot. Heels are super hot as well, but it dawned on me in a ladies room in a South Beach (GROSS) club, that the wedge has an ultimate purpose: “hover support”….

Genius

Having a bad ‘me’ day? I go through ‘me’ ruts every now and again, as well, and do not enjoy those times. Hopefully these little tips will boost your mood! Read the rest of this entry »

There are always little details one must check off before making a big decision and/ or purchase. Here are a few: Read the rest of this entry »

Cooked Wild Rice
Uncooked Shredded Lettuce
Uncooked Cucmber Cubes
Mango Kuchela (a lickle bit on the tip on your fork.. or a lot, it depends on your spice threshold)
Wish Bone House Italian Dressing (for the cucumber & lettuce)

Sounds bland, but believe me, this was a tasty quick meal. Mango Kuchela can be purchased at any Indian or West Indian food shops.

Enjoy!