Alligazm

I’m baaaaaack. It wasn’t AS horrible as I thought, but extremely painful. So painful that the thought of smoking cigarettes was…. unthinkable. It is a shame that such a life changing procedure has assisted in me quitting smoking. Yes, it’s wonderful that I have decided to cut that out, but it would have been nice to do it without reason- I’m just that kinda gal I’ve realized. The “trich”-ness has gone away- WOA! I strongly believe the 2 go hand in hand. What a battle… every day, almost 15 year “killing” spree. Don’t want to go in to too much detail, but oh my gosh are things so clear lately. Tears shed when I think of how bad I treated myself. Moving forward —->
I went to see Indu, a beautiful, older Indian, in my world a GOD right now, and ladies hands down threading is the way to go… not down there, unless you’re in to freaky shit like that. The pain was more excruciating than the after surgery pain. Imagine having a tatoo from the inside out. One would think that from the damage I’d done, all the hairs would just fall out, bot nope.. I was-a-CRYING! I can’t wait to go back. wink wink