Lord-a-Mercy
Tuesday, March 11th, 2008Tomorrow, March 12, is THEEEE day! I am totally not freaking out right now, NOT. Now it is in my nature to be a “what if”-er, but I have never had it hit me as hard as now. What if this is the last time I eat my delicious salads? Polish my nails? Speak to a few friends? This is just the minuscule “what if”s- I am sure you can imagine the major, hard hitting ones running through my head every second, bringing tears to my eyes. Nervous wreck, that’s me! On top of it all, I’m thinking: should I be making a list of what goes to who??? Or a folder with all my passwords and pin #’s? Or should I write a little letter of my life? CRAZY TALK I know I know. But hey, I did my research, and the Doc performing the myomectomy is quite famous.
Yes, I am having a mega huge fibroid (as if I’m 5 mo. prego) removed tomorrow… 7:30 a.m. I know people have gone through worse things, but to me this is a big deal mainly cuz of the amount of blood I’ll lose- no reason to worry, right? AAAAAAAGGGHHHH! First thing on my to do list when I arrive in the a.m. is: DRUGS- I want to laugh and laugh til I go under anesthesia lol
Gotta pack the to-go baggie….